What I wish for my birthday?

I believe I had achieved what I wanted to get this year. The new place to live in, my new camera and rekindling a friendship. It's a blessing for me to have this all. I know there are things that I want that I don't think would be possible and it's a disappointment.

Lately, I have my downs on certain things but I just can't tell what it is. It's better to keep it to myself. I am undecided what could be the best thing to do. I guess in time it will just pass.

I sure hope that there could be unexpected things that could happen on my birthday but definitely will not be expecting more. I don't want to get disappointed. I rather stay on the positive notes that my husband is liking to do for me.

Joey's Bday

Today is my hubby's birthday. It didn't turn out to be my plan. I don't know why but my spirit is quite low. I bought him a cake yesterday and supposedly will give him when he will still be in bed. He got up early so I missed the excitement. I gave him the cake while he was working with his laptop in the living room. The cake was messed up. It melted from the heat. I was so upset that it didn't look so good. I was a bit dismay on it. But what can I do, I don't want to throw away that in waste after all it's a chocolate cake.

Awhile ago, I was with hubby in Mazda Capitola in San Jose. I thought he will buy the car that he was expecting. We droved one car but Joey doesn't want the manual transmission so we end up going home with no car and no deal. It pissed me off as well because I wanted his day to be special that he will be happy.

Right now, he treated himself to a SPA treatment in Bowers. I could have thought of that so I'm mad of myself why I didn't plan it for him. My conscience is bugging me this very minute. I can't go with him to treat myself too for personal reason so I can't join his relaxation.

I just booked a dinner tonight in Palo Alto. I hope our dinner will be fine. I hate myself today and what the day had been.

Surprise

Written: Dec. 3, 2005

A very surprising day because I woke up without my husband at my side. Its almost 10am gush I didnt know I slept longer and I guess my longest sleep ever. I went to the bathroom and do my freshing up then saw a note attached to the mirror saying "Im out to a store". I wonder what is he up to again. Suddenly as I walked pass to the kitchen I heard a "good morning", oh his here! and I am amazed to see balloons floating, a dozen of pink roses and a box of cake. His full of suprises and later he wrapped another gifts for me. I have more than what Im not imagining I could have for my birthday and christmas....Now the thrill is on me until tomorrow and christmas to open my presents...